Baaton ka Pitaara...

बातों का पिटारा 

अक्सर सोचती हूँ 

क्या होता अगर बातें  

नहीं होती 

फीलिंग्स को बयान करने की 

खवाइश नहीं होती 

वो सहेलियों के साथ 

हसना , खिलखिलाना 

और कभी ईमोशंन  मैं 

सेंटी हों जाना 

तो कभी दोस्तों के साथ 

देर रात तक जिन्दगी 

के नोट्स को समझना 

और समझाना 

कभी उनके साथ लाइफ 

की  गहराईयों 

मैं दुबकी मारना 

और कभी फॅमिली के 

साथ  हसना खेलना मुस्कुराना ...

क्या होता अगर यह बातें नहीं होती 

क्या होता अगर मेरी जिंदगी 

मेरी अपनी नहीं होती ...

Udate Patange

रंग बिरंगी पतंगे
आसमा में उड़ती
उन सपनो की तरह हैं
जो हर रात
आते है
और सबेरा होते ही
सैर पर निकल
जाते है

कितने रिश्ते नए पुराने
कितने रिश्ते जाने पहचाने 
आवाज़ देते हैं मुझे
जैसे की मुझसे कह रहे हों
की कभी दूर ना जाना
अँधेरे की खामोशियों में गुम न हों जाना
कभी दूर ना जाना

Vicissitudes of my life

Sometimes things keep happening around and we do get so much transported by it that by the time they take a picture,the entire story gets unknown! Many such happenings I have lived with and I continue to live with(though with a little more caution each-time-all-time).Looking back at certain moments that are residing deeply in heart's soul gives pain and again and again proves the fool fact!

The biggest problem with most of us,I mean the creatures like me is that "we live with pre-assumptions" :something will happen in this way only,somebody will react in this way only,somewhere in somebody's mind lies me and only me....! I am sure once we stop living this if-then, else would be a much wiser story.

Pondering till the stars disappeared again about what is right and what is little less right,I get to sleep with no conclusion reached.Again the same puzzle amidst the twinkling facts  getting puzzled and more puzzled.

Sun shines,birds awake and the zephyr blows...

My encounter with "The Lost"

Loosing is one of the toughest task that actually needs lot of sympathetic gestures from the self! You win - the world wins wih you and when you loose,your world gets lost...

What I have lost,
and what I have earned,
hardly matters,
for the lessons,
I have learned-

I have learned,
to be honest to self,
its what you truly owe ;
I have learned,
caring for someone,
doesn't come back always;
I have learned,
building trust and living it,
is rare to find;
I have learned,
sometimes,
the best way is to smile;
I have learned,
people loves you,
but make sure
you never stop loving yourself;
I have learned,
to fight back,
and keep fighting;
I have learned,
it takes lot of time
to become what you want to be...