Into silence

Why does it happen at times that I want to get away from all... storm of perplexed thoughts kills me often which is more severe than to actually killed by the destiny! At this moment,I feel like moving into a lonely path with no one to say or sympathize me for the worldly reasons... Can I be all me?Am I really what I am with the self?If this is not me then where have I gone?Does any body actually know the real me?Is this what I am here for?What about the past mistakes I assigned to myself?And the present!Why doesn't this world leave-me-alone?Why are there interruptions when I want to be just alone?

Closing my eyes often,why do I see my life?Can't it be just silence and peace?

Why I am thinking a lot though I know the next moment,a burst of laughter is knocking at my door?

Why did I go crazy at times and the other moment I seek for a deep silence?

Into silence,why I am penning down these words?Can't it be just silence and only silence!

Turned stranger

Turned stranger

with own,

I reminisce 

of the days 

gone;

messed up 

me,

messed up

 my dreams,

I don't cry,

I don't scream.

I keep moving,

with no-more

tears to shed,

as if nothing

can be heard,

nothing 

can be said.

You are my life..

Reading "I too had a love story", I thought and realized  to the extent  it resembles "my love story".I smiled and called "him" after all the so-happy moments :)Shona kept asking me the complete story and every time I said I'll tell you tonight. He kept waiting lovingly for the night to come.And the dark night arrived.I wasn't knowing that night could be so fervent..!
I was reading,I was crying..I was crying,I was reading...


My smiled turned into tears... and tears into fears that I possess... ! The black dream flashed back and took me to the world away from him...I called him;hearing my life-love,I was back into my love-life :)


Loving you is what all my life is all about...

All-knowing thoughts!

At nook 
of head
wanders thoughts
a million,
some dead,
some deep;
they breeze,
for a moment,
and blow
the next
leaving 
blurred insight
and echoed text.